Monday, January 19, 2009

I'm really nervous

Well Kaplan will be calling me in an hour. It's my second and final interview to see if I'm going to be awarded the scholarship. I'M REALLY FREAKIN' NERVOUS!!! So nervous that I wrote myself a "cheat sheet" of things to be sure to say, so if I turned into a puddle of goo and my brain goes blank, I'll have SOMETHING to say. I ramble when I'm nervous - it's not pretty. For someone who had zero interest in going back to school, my reaction to all this is pretty bizarre. The only thing I can think of is that I wanted to do this, but didn't see a way to make it happen so I decided I really didn't want it. Or I'm just a typical, mind-changing woman, lol! Something.


I'm nervous. I want them to say yes. But they might not. And then I'll be sad and disappointed. See??? This is what watching afternoon television will do to you! Damn cable anyway.


Did I mention that I was really, really nervous??

9 comments:

blueviolet said...

Good luck, Jeannie! I'll be thinkin' of you! Don't worry...your words will flow just fine but I can relate to those nerves.

Christina said...

you are gonna do great. Just take a deep breath I know you have it in you!

Kat said...

You will do fine. Just relax.

So what are you going to study when they give you the scholarship?

Mary said...

Just speak from the heart and breathe...I know, easier said then done ;o)

SgtSudsWife said...

You are going to do GREAT! I'll be thinking of you. Just take a deep breath.Good luck. HUGS!!

Grand Pooba said...

Oh, you mean your nervous? Is that what you were trying to convey? Ok, got it!

Good luck you! You will do fine!

Intense Guy said...

Good Luck Queenie!! Just be yourself - that will win 'em over easy peasy!

Heatherlyn said...

Well, I read this AFTER I read your post about getting in. The application process for anything always makes me so nervous, too! But I'm sure you did great. You made it, righ? :) Wa-hoo!!!!!

ChicagoLady said...

Will keep reading blogs and hopefully get to your post about how successful the interview went, oh sometime this week!